Old Myspace Post

Sunday, August 13, 2006 4:46 AM

Appreciation of Stones.
Current mood: cheerful
As a general rule, I try to be a caring person. Sometimes I feel there is a deeper emotional attunement that perhaps not everyone recgonizes or even possesses. I often think that no one will ever be able to understand the same level of true empathy I have discovered within myself.

As the world constantly flips my life upside down, I think I found someone who does infact understand. He has proven himself to be an amazing friend, and quite possibly one of the most supportive, understanding, and loving people I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. He seems to just...know, and that is one of the most wonderful things you could ever request from a friend. He is so observant of me and familiarized with me. I can tell him absolutely anything, and he would never pass judgement. I can, and have, called him at strangest hours of the morning to do nothing but be emo. It is definitely something that I should show more appreciation towards.

Balance resides in everything I suppose. For every amazing person, it would be safe to assume there is a disappointing one. I honestly had much higher hopes for this friend. I think he has the potential to be brilliant, and I think he if he stopped his charade of apathy and arrogance toward the human race he would thrive. I see him do considerate things constantly, yet you are never sure if it is just a game. You will always question what he is really thinking. In the beginning that type of behaviour is fun and exciting, but eventually-for someone like me who cares deeply for everyone I encounter-it wears you thin. I do honestly give a damn.

I cherish all of my friends, quite possibly more than any of them will ever know.
It is nice to know when they also return the sentiment of your friendship with them. Friendship is completely redefined in our generation, and I am glad that I have adventured to the brighter side of the word.

Masks are only fun on Halloween and Masquerade parties.
Continue to be yourselves, enjoy yourselves, and let your friends love you.
People are not as expendable as you might believe.
Your friends should not change to match your outfit.
Thank you.
I care.
I love you.

If you thought it was you that I described, It very well might have been. It very well might not have been. You have to find the answer to that.
If you thought it was you that I was speaking to, You are very much correct. You have to know that it applies to everyone.