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Sunday, July 16, 2006 4:39 AM

A night out..nowhere.
Current mood: artistic
It's strange how the coffee here doesn't taste like any place back home, yet it reminds me of being a teenager.
It's weird how some things come full circle.
Maybe the never change.
Maybe I, at the core that is, never change.
Either way, here I sit in an all night, breakfast-anytime join once again.
Once again, I contemplate all these aspects of my life over thick, cheap coffee and expensive cigarettes.
Sometimes I forget how much I loved this.
The way I can stick my nose in this notebook, writing intently, and the world ignores me.
Sometimes its nice to just observe people, even your friends, when you are this invisible.
You notice things maybe you have not had the time to see before.
Things like the way Clane gets more relaxed and louder around his friends.
Things like the way Nick does this eye roll and smirk thing when Jerald talks about him.
Things like the way Jerald makes great effort to speak over anything I say, not that I am saying all that much right now.
Things like the way Corey, thankfully, knows the perfect time to say something random to save me from being a bitch to this guy sitting across from me.
Yea, he is most definitely THAT guy.
The loud, obnoxious, one upper guy.
I hate liars.
Regardless, I suppose this whole ordeal brought back some memories.
Good and tragic thoughts.
I wish I could sit here longer and write down what I am really thinking.
I'm so relieved the four of us are lying about our nocturnal tendencies so we can escape the refuse of society sitting at our table.
It definitely amazes me how lacking in intellect plagues a great deal of our wonderful society.
Those loud ladies in a couple of boths over make me giggle.
They seem so fun, but please, let us exit.