Wednesday, May 03, 2006 1:18 AM
I thought i knew, but i had no idea.(drama)
Current mood: jealous
I am so confused. Things are hectic and hazy. Quite a few events to catch up on I suppose. I am not really sure where to start or what I want to say. I feel like I should post all the things that have been going on, but right now there is just this one thing on my mind. I can't even say it. Speaking it would be admittance, and I am just not ready for that, even though I know its true. Maybe I just dont want certain people to find out. I am sure they already know though. Its all just soooo blah. I think I just really need to vent, but this isnt something i can just vent to anyone. Even if i could let it out to someone, I wouldnt know how to say it. I am not being honest, I know exactly who I want to say everything to, and I just cant. Its all this huge thing ...of...uggh...there are so many words i could describe it with, and I cant even bring myself to say those.
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Zoe
you know if you ever need me, i'm here....i'm not as close as i once was, and i'm sure there are many things in the past few years that we haven't shared, but i still love you, dear....and i'll listen anytime you need it
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