Friday, June 30, 2006 1:31 PM
Tarot....
Current mood: contemplative
I read my own Tarot today, for the first time. I am quite comfortable doing it for others, but I had never done it for myself. It took tons more concentration and skill than I thought. My first attempt provided valid information, but not on the subject I was requesting. Sometimes, energy will completely disregard what you ~think~ you need/want to know, and tell you what you MUST know, before moving on. That is what happened here I believe...
Reading 1
Card 1 = General Situation.
The Sun- Joy and Simplicity. Energy, Activity, Excitement, Rational. Sexual Desire. Confidence. Life is wonderful.
Card 2= What created this situation.
The Magician- Power. Strength. Being in control of one's life. Transforming old situations, bring in new ones. A burst of energy. Creativity. Focused Will.
Card 3= Personal Beliefs of the situation
The Wheel of Fortune-(reversed)-Difficulty adjusting to change. Resistance to change.
Card 4=End Result of the Situation
Disappointment- Patience, being patient. Confusions and disappointments are exaggerated.
Card 5= Spiritual History, Personal behaviours of the past.
Uselessness-Depression. Possibly the need to leave a situation for new possibilities.
Card 6= Spiritual Task at hand currently
Victory- Triumph, Confidence, Firm Action will lead to triumph and pure inspiration.
Card 7= Metamorphosis, personal spiritual destiny
Father of Wands- A Calm person. possibly stuffy, a rooted quality that gives strength.
Card 8= The Helper, guidance
Daughter of Stones- Willingness to take responsibility for something greater than oneself. Love, courage, and dedication. Inner Beauty.
Card 9= Yourself
King of Stones- Someone who cares deeply for family and nature. Fundamental male principles.
Card 10= The Teacher
Two of Swords- Opportunity for prosperity. tranquility.
Meaning of Reading 1: My life has come to a comfortable peak. I am full of energy and excitement for the future. By taking control of the situation, despite my fears of change, I will be granted patience, strength, and will. Formerly depression wracked my spirit, I must continue to battle against it, seeking confidence and inspiration to accomplish my wishes and dreams. I can only rely on my inner will and dedication to myself and my loved ones to find myself once again. From meditation and long silences of thought, I will once again regain my calm and have peace of mind.
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Sometimes, even with an innocent question, energy can bring you what I refer to is as a nice bitch slap of a wake up call. I will not reveal what I originally asked either time, as it was quite personal, however, I will sum up the reading.
Reading 2:
Card 1= General Situation
Eight of Swords- Interference. Gossip, Help or Advice.
Card 2= What created this situation.
Eight of Wands- Definite movement. A worthy goal. Finding direction in life. Development of a new love affair.
Card 3= Personal Beliefs of the Situation
Disappointment- Patience, being patient. Confusions and disappointments are exaggerated.
Card 4= End result of the situation
Ace of Cups- Happiness. Love. Joy. Optimism. Love flowing openly between two people.
Card 5= Spiritual History, Personal behavious of the past
The Hanged Man- Attachment, deep spiritual awareness, independence
Card 6= Spiritual Task at hand currently
The Empress- Passion. Love. Motherhood. Joyous activities.
Card 7= Metamorphosis, personal spiritual destiny
The Moon- Imagination. Fantasies, Daydreams. Strong Dreams. Source of Creativity
Card 8= The Helper, guidance
King of Cups- A powerful, domineering person. intelligence, creativity, generous and loving
Card 9= Yourself
Prince of Stones- Taking action to make a positive change with the benefit of the next seven generations in mind.
Card 10= The Teacher
Prince of Cups- Sweet tempered, but naive person. A good heart. A test.
Meaing of Reading 2: I have feelings causing internal turmoil relating to the heart and mind. I brought them upon myself with bold movements and developments of a passionate nature. If I can rid myself of feelings of guilt, frustration, and confusion, I will find an overpowering love. A creature of attachment and deep spiritual awareness of others, I require passion and fun activities to express and mold myself. These feelings of love allow me to be creative and imaginative, twisting my spirit into a strong artistic, accomplishing force. I will learn to rely on someone who is powerful, dominate, intelligent, generous with love and deep spiritual roots within their heart. My guide is also the same person who will test me slowly and patiently. Its important that I continue to learn from my test, and think far ahead about the choices I will be forced to make. My guide will not mislead me, and trusting this person not to do so will lead to flowing joy
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