Friday, April 07, 2006 7:22 AM
 | Current mood:  hopeful Okay. So I totally called off work today. Well, I'm not confident I have yet, since my boss doesn't get there until 8 a.m., but I called and left a message. So unless she throws some huge fucking bitch fit at me, which she shouldn't since its not her style and everyone but me and M. have called in the last few weeks, I am hoping she will just get over it. Lets not even mention the fact that I have been working on my days off for those that have called in to work. I bet NONE of them remember that when they get a call from Jane at 8 a.m. needing someone to work. Either way...at this point, I do not give a fuck. I don't feel so grand (truth) and I'm tired (dead truth) and I deserve an extra day to just chill (semi- truth since its kinda self absorbed of me to say I "deserve" something). I think perhaps me having a blog again will help. At the very least, when I'm bored, I can come here and not type poor Demetri's ear off with my rambling (as you can see I gave a great example just a moments ago of how well I ramble). So, my plans for today would be to find a new job, play some Everquest (ya, total nerdom I know), try not to throw up, and just relax and sleep. I know, I plan big =D. So yea . . . I have just been thinking sooo much lately, I feel like I just have this swarm in my head that makes no sense. Gui and I said we would sit down and plan to do something. I really wonder if we will this time. I can sometimes be the worlds biggest flake ever, so I hope I don't flake out this time if we ever end up making plans, because that would mean I suck. Its not that I don't WANT to see my friends. Its just, this last year, I needed Shannon time. It was time for me to sit down and just completely think over my whole existance evidently. Not something I necessarily chose to do, it just kinda happened, and now I am dealing with the reprecussions. Its like, having to met my friends all over again, but I am geniunely making an effort. Hence the myspace in the first place I guess. Oh well...I'm done for now. 1 Comments |
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